Post by oompaloompa on Jul 30, 2007 4:53:24 GMT -5
Ok folks listen .
I might be wrong in saying this . If so sue me , do what you will . But ive pointed out as several others have pointed out the problems of our home .
I wait to see somthing done , some problems were worked out and solutions made. But the fact remains, people still stay away from our home . Our faimly , it hurts let me explain.
People come and go in life , Ive lost companions it hurts . But the board isent the place to spit out accusations or such . The board is for announcements . We need leadership here in Tetra, we need the leaders to at least be at home once a week . I relize r/t and such gets everyone .
My break hasent been long . Why? I still think the place can improve and shape back up . BUT we need to clean it up, we need to play . We need to restructure the room and home . We need this people . Its bad when you get people on a almost daily basis asking why do you stay somehwere that has such a bad reputation .
Offers to go off and start a new room some where . Offers to join anothers home , offers of leadership at others homes. Guess what I havent yet , its tempting I wont lie . But I made a pact with myself ..That Id stay . Cause in the past I was always flighty why? Because Ive been in the worst of worst homes before .
Ive been in"disney" homes. Ive seen some of the worst players in gor and lived with them . Ive seen the brutality of the reality of gor. And also seen the greats of it too .
The Masquerade was probally the best highlight Ill ever have in Gor . As I write this I want to cry , I want to physically break down and give up . But this is Gor ....theres no room for weakness . Instead people this is what should be done .
Send out messages to everyone who still claims Tetra in there tags and call for a manditory room meeting . Where we all sit down discuss some much needed rules gripes issues ect.
Please dont think im pointing out people indiviually cause I admit I havent held my end up well either. When a bolt on a well oiled machine stops working the machine goes as well .
I saw a room were people seemed to honnestly welcome people . where you did feel like a faimly . Not this almost pretend facade some people put on because they have to . Not people who took on roles they couldent quite handle and dident ask for help from there faimly instead they went to else where for help.
Yes its tough running a room , im a 2 time looser of that in Gor . Im a one time looser in Vamp realm . But we learn from it , we grow . I came to gor cause I heard a rumour about it . I came expecting somthing diffrent and saw somthing I understood and liked . I might play diffrently then others , I let my emotions seep into my character . True enough but when I play Hakeem I am Hakeem .
When I played Ishmahel I was Ishmahel .
When I play a role I am that role . Period .
I study the role , I learn and if I dont know I ask .
So come on Tetrapoli ..I know I am not the only person here that feels this way . I tried this f**king pep talk once and got nothing ..not a right on not a shut up not a youre wrong nothing .
If this doesent work then I will also figure that I cant do anymore . You cant force the sun to shine ....only hope it does .....
Lets hope Tetrapoli will shine again soon ......